There are things in life that’s inevitable.
Things that ‘should be’ and ‘should not be’.
At this point in time, I thought that I knew where I stand in your life…
But why is it that what am seeing now gives me an
unforgivable thought that I should’ve not felt?
It hurts.
My entirety is slowly being torn into shreds.
“I shouldn't feel like this”.
That’s what I told myself. Over and over for a couple of
minutes… over and over.
Trying to let this feeling shrink. If only I could shape
it in a ball and throw it all away.
I wish it would be as easy as that. But it isn't.
I know that its silly of me to think this way, to feel
this way. But certain things are inevitable.
It may sound pathetic .
Yeah it is.
Sorry.
You told me once that am not very verbal about my
feelings.
And am really not.
But this time I’ll let it pass.
But this time I’ll let it pass.
I love you.
There I said it.